Tuesday, March 22, 2011
{ 12:49 PM }
Life has been busy hectic and troublesome these days.
I lost quite a number of things or should i say i gave up?
Maybe i'm not up for it or maybe i couldn't manage to handle things.
Things was never on my thought that i think i could handle.
Maybe for myself. I want things goes smooth nice and easy.
But when i try, i never succeed.. Tried to get things right but i'm always too blur.
Yes i was a fun person at times. Maybe i had my fun going mood.
No 2011 wasn't a carefree year for me. I was broke when i entered.
Pile up with debts which i had never thought i could get this worst.
I felt sad and helpless at times. What can i do to clear it?
But i managed to live thru that hectic moment of my life.
God is fair, life isn't as bad as you think it is. Life is beautiful.
Somehow, CNY had been good. Receive quite a bigggg and i say huge amount of cash.
It was okay, went to singapore and shop around vivo and some new places.
Kinda late to blog about this but i'm still gonna blog about it. So here it is.
Headed to muar after singapore. Well, what can i say? Muar never fails to cheer my appetite.
Awesomeness food around town really did the job. Especially their oyster and satay !
Amazing i tell you ! I've been telling people all around and trying to bring people over.
Chui ke too ~ Loves it.
Had been working lately at dad's place. It was okay. But my language changed tremendously!
Bad words maybe? Well i think i could cut less when i done my job there as a permanent.
There were unfinished job during the day and yes it was good. Something for me to do right?
It's better than sitting there waiting time to go by. The economy rice there was good.
But you have to pick the right place. I still remember the first economy rice i went to.
It sucked badly. The rice was too sticky ! The pork couldn't chew oneee :( and the veggies tasteless!
I thought i could gather up my time after work to go studio to train.
But it was too tired to do so. I'm kinda like giving up my dancing. No i'm not going to :(
I don't want to give up on it anymore. I don't want to make the paste few months worth nothing.
Somehow i guess i had improve. Maybe in many ways but i still want it to take it to the next level.
Well, you guess it right, human will never get satisfied for what they have :)
Love,
I put aside. Not facing it. I'm too busy and tired for it.
If love could massage my shoulder and tell me, everything gonna be alright even when you're busy.
I would accept , but that wouldn't happen right? Oh well.
Maybe that is just not my thing right? :) I'm not waiting for anything.
I'm just telling what i feels. No i'm not in a relationship. Not that soon and not now.
It's not the right time.
Changes
Yes i had finally switch up my prepaid plan to blackberry postpaid plan !
cun gila. I know i had been so ignorance updating my status all the time.
How can you resist via Blackberry? Hahass !! :D.
Ok let's see, first you can browse whenevr you want. Second you can see what you want.
Third, it is expensive. lol
Had a new hairstyle for myself too. I was gonna try mohawk. But it failed
Nvm , i had something nicer than having a mohawk on top of my head :D
Haih.. nowadays, life is like putting a mask.
I still remember. On that very first morning. I dressed up. Casually nice for photoshooting.
Yes it went well and it was good being shot. Thanks to sing fown and bigcow !
After shooting. I took my casually nice clothes to dirty jeans and shirt which happen to be my work wear.
Then it's like.. Changing to someone else. Work is kinda dirty. So i'm only wearing two of my clothes.
And tiring too ! Did i mention that ? hahaaa
Work finishes, i headed back and change again. You know how dirty and sticky it is.
Change to my quater pants and street wear shirt. And head over to studio for dances.
Dancing was kinda ok these few weeks. I've been doing routines and style. ahaha
I'm too proud of myself right? An chua kuan ?? Kennoottt ~~
Hit the mamak after dancing.. When i reach home. It's time to change to sports pants...
Lol.. Haha, no i'm not going out for jogging. Time to sleep..
Well, you know how i change not because of my desire.. I don't know why.....
But i like my life now. It's free and i know what i have to do and what i need to do.
I need more money for everything now. Meggy's wedding coming ! Siok..
Bought my blazzer for RM400 which discounted from RM1,300.00 Happy for it :P
And i'm targetting a puma shoe that cost RM249 ! I'm such a shopaholic right !
Heeee :D
Ok, it had been such a loooong time i didn't blog. Was too busy.. I neglected !
I'm so sorry bloggie.. And one thing, i close up my blog ~ Oopss !
I'm gonna blog but i'm not going to put it public first :). Sorrieehhh
Oops, i'm blogging during work again. Haha ! Actually at cove.
Oh ya, did i mention that i'm going to China Hainan-Island? Woot :D
First trip to such a far far away places in a singapore plane.
The best part was i can get away from my life and enjoy a period
Maybe just enjoy the scenery lol. I heard there are no TVs or anything there T.T..
Tomorrow will be going out. Jogoya and movie at pav before i go to singapore and fly off :DDDD
Hopes that everyone can make it ! Haha :D
Oh ya, one more thing. I'm single and i'm loving it.
Goodluck to Jennice Tan on her new car :)
And 2010's SPM participant SPM result.
I like : Taylor Swift's Back To December :)
Best regards,
Jong
