Wednesday, April 6, 2011
{ 10:18 PM }
I'm not sure if the road i'm heading now is the right path. I'm not sure. I'm just.. messed up :(.
I actually had thought of having someone to solve my problem. No, this is all me. My life.
For a reason, the road i took. Maybe the road sign never did tell me the right information.
After a year.. How much did happen? Life... Has been hard, joyful and thrilling.
Maybe now i finally know. What's gonna happen after this and how my life would be.
Non other than hoping for someone that is gonna save me when i'm in deep shit.
Oh ya, i'm 19 already ! How fast was that !
It feels like yesterday when i put on my uniform and necktie to school at 7:00A.M.
Man, i really miss waking up early and doing all the crazy thing at school with no worries :(.
I don't really miss things happen. I only miss the carefree feeling few years back..
It's kinda hard now actually, but as soon as i have income. Things gonna be better hahs :D.
So let's see, i'm blogging again yes. I'm tired yes, I'm lazy yes, I'm.. =.= Don't know.
This morning wasn't start off that good. I felt so depressed and rejected about academics.
I started staring off the big wide gate wondering. What am i doing? I wasted my life.
I felt sorry for myself. I felt sorry for my parents. Did i disappoint them? I don't know.
Had lunch with one of my buds at thai restaurant. Which i don't recommend.
Well, at least something that could spice up my life abit ? :). Went jogging when i finished my job.
Stamina wasn't as good as last time d. Maybe it was work that get me exhausted.
It went well.. There were stars all over the sky when i was done. I look at the stars thinking.
If only the were this smiley zodiac sign. Then laughter was just a flex away to be seen.
Oh well, i head back and bathe. Went out again to hit the food court for some astonishing cendol!
It was good, it gets bigger nooooww ! :) And Heng Chan Long's face still not cured yet. =.=
By the way, the cendol cost RM2.20 only. Still, i am still sweating while having it.
Why is it so damn hot nowadays???? Is it getting hotter? :( Hope not ........
Okay, let's make this short. I'm tired of writing already !
I just went back from China last week. You can actually view my pics that i post up in my fb :)
Went to Maison again and I'm more lesser not gonna go to Maison if there is no special occasion.
The place is like, soooo damn fked up weh. Damn all the lala's and i'm not really sure why am i there for, people hook up. But i'm just chilling on the couch. Well it's damnnnn bored okay ==
Monday went to Rawang Memorial to send regards to my grandpa. DAMN HOT , Sweat like heck
Tuesday went out with huixin,isabel,chloe, and kelvin. Haha, it turns out everyone is friendly enough to get to know more about each other. It was awkward at first but it turns out good ! :)
To be honest, i like taking picture while doing all the jumping stuns. It rocks :P
I can't be much thankful for the person who taught me. Wong Mei wen :DDD.
I'm learning how to move on from now. Step by step :).
They always say, in 10 guys. 9 cheated and 1 still hesitating.
Find the 11th? The 11th....
It's not about finding the 11th i guess.
The 11th is all about how much you love that person.
Accepting who he is and willing to accept everything that he do.
Loving a person, is like holding your palm everytime when you talk to that person.
If you fail. You'll just gonna be struck by her lightning. And, yes it will rain.
Still, this day. I'm still thinking if i'm really ready for a new relationship. Haih haih haih~
They say my please was too high. No, actually. You don't have to tell everybody ILY.
I mean, you don't have to make that person your behalf even if you're interested in them.
Friends usually tell me. You are better than any one of us here. You can get her phone no.
What are they actually thinking? Well, i never helped any one of them. Call me chicken.
Maybe i'm shy or scared? No, so what if you had her phone no.? GET REAL
I'm appreciating my friends now. I don't want to lose any one of them. I don't want to be lonely.
Haha, I feel like a desperate
SINGLE lols. Well as long as i am happy every night when i get to bed, I will go through everyday :).
I missed out so many casting lately.
Don't worry ! I'll be back to help all you agents for casting :P.
I hope one day, They won't blur my face from the tv screen. Lol
Okays, it's getting very hot now !!!
I'm signing off :)))
-JonG
Music
-J.Lo ft Pitbull - On The Floor
